It has been a certain thing for almost a year now but I didn't want to write this journal before it was almost time to go so here it is, my journal about it.
While the title says that I'm going to army then it isn't completely true. I will join with Estonian Defence Forces in about a month and this also means so many things when it comes to me being here in deviantART. If you are an admin in one of my groups or someone who I have talked to a lot then you might have noticed that I have asked you about your activity and stuff like that. It is because once I am gone then I need someone who would take care of the groups and now you know the reason. This is also the reason why I have been on and off here. For the last 3 months I have lived with my grandparents to help them as much as I can before I leave and that's why I can be here only sometimes.
Now the main thing. 13. July will be the date when I leave, just 2 days before my birthday (no birthday party for me this year I guess), and I will be gone for 11 months. This means that I won't be home and most probably in deviantART for almost a year, at least not that active as I still can come home sometimes. But I am quite excited and I am ready to go. I have had almost a year to think about it so right now I just want to go already.
But at the same time it is quite sad as well. Mostly because of my sister's two kids - Henri who is 2 years and 8 months old and Heleri who is 10 months old. They are really like my own kids already, I play with them, I take them to a doctor and I love them more than anyone else I love in this world. This means that I can't see Heleri's first steps nor the first words and what I'm most afraid of is the fact that although I know they love me back, at this age they can forget me quite easily and when I come back they might not recognize me.
It also means that I have to leave behind everything else I have, my family, my home and my business and when I come back then I have to find a new job and a home.
But it will be a totally different experience!